Prepular, A blog for frat boys and their fans

I've always had an interesting internal complex that my straight friends tell me is one that is similar to one they have about cheerleaders and sorority girls in high school. While I have always loathed the fraternity scene, greek life, and everything they stand for. The hazing, the drunken stupidity, the partying, the obsession with their own toughness, how they intend to coast through life through handouts, etc. But at the same time I can't help but wish I were part of their world. I mean I do have to face it, they are some of the sexiest men I've ever seen and I would probably fall for one in a heartbeat. I always thought that I was the only person that liked them, mainly because of the people I hang out with lol. Anyway, from what I can tell gay men liking frat guys is not uncommon at all. Some gay guys have actually managed to become those hot frat guys themselves, and I have to have alot of envy for guys who can do that. They may be submitting to the american machine, but in doing so they become the most desired men and hang out with only the other most desired men. It sounds crazy and impossible for me, but I want to be like them. Im still not sure what I have to do to get there. Im a very shy person, and I feel VERY akward in anything not black. Yet I've been going to the gym regularly for the first time in my life and Im starting to notice a change. Anyway, I got off on a tangent sorry. My question is, for anyone who can identify as gay frat guy, what is it like, really? I want to know everything about it.